i don't know what i want.
what a terrible reality.
where is my syllabus for who to be in this life? can i check online for a schedule of who to be friends with? the ruth handbook on what to believe? at the very least, i'm sure i've jotted down a few lines in the past that will help me dictate the future...
but sometimes i just have to wait to see who the future will make me into, where it will take me, in what relationships i will find myself. there is nothing i can do to figure it out.
i think You like this more than me. just sayin.
