the more you heal, the more you might hurt.

i am deeply sick and tired of writing about my pain.

letting someone intellectually dissect it.

and thank me for sharing.

finding new ways to put it.

i'm frustrated with learning something new every time.

i just wish it weren't my past.

foolish? escapist? hopeful?

i wish no one had the same past too.

foolish. escapist. hopeful.

one day.

Do not call to mind the former things,
Or ponder things of the past.
Behold, I will do something new,
Now it will spring forth;

boom. encouragement.